局部阴天

　
说不无聊, 但其实很无聊.
呆滞的眼神搅拌着难闻的气味伴从喉咙呼出.
看着烟在半空变成各种形状. 最后消失.
目光焦点停留在嘴巴; 鼻子; 眼睛; 发梢;
衣服上的logo; 杯子边的水滴;
回头却不记得他们长什么样.
只记得自己好贱, 好没用, 好烦躁.
明明是她错了, 退一步还被泼冷水.
是不是自己令她没有负罪感?
把纸张弄得吱吱响, 好像心就会平静一些.
不记得上一次在键盘上敲出什么句子.
不记得上一次上天掉下什么惊喜.
站在无奈的尽头乱抓头发.



mika - 《Grace kelly》

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?
I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess Im a little bit shy
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me without making me try?
I tried to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I tried a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!
How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why dont you like me
Why dont you like me
Why dont you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?
I tried to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I tried a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Walk out the door!
Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want, you want